Well today was my weigh in and I lost another
pound. That brings my total up to
16 1/2 pounds lost. I now have only 23 1/2 more pounds to lose until I achieve my first long term goal!
I must admit that initially I was a bit disappointed as I "walked my tail off" this week. But the more I think about it, I am ok with it. I am doing everything I am supposed to do and I am losing my weight at a healthy pace.
Tonight I weighed in at 201 pounds...for me a very crucial place. For some reason 200 pounds is that magical marker, the place between being overweight and obese, and the bridge to better health. But it is also the place that in the past has sucked the motivation right out of me. It is the strangest thing but it has happened to me so many times. I have lost 15 or so pounds and I am approaching the 200 mark....and for some reason I have quit the weight loss process. I don't know if I have gotten cocky at this point, tired of dieting, scared...I have no clue. So this is a very scary place for me to be right now as I have been here so many times in the past. I verbalized my fears to my friend Pierre this morning. He very wisely asked, what did you do in the past at this point? I answered, "Well it was for different reasons every time." He asked again, "No, what did you do?" I knew exactly what he was getting at and I stalled as long as I could before I finally answered, "I quit." He said, "That's right, you quit." He went on to say, "If you do the same thing every time, you will have the same results so what are you going to do differently this time?" My reply...."I'm not going to quit!" I went on to tell him that I was still afraid of failing and he made the most wonderful analogy that I think I will always remember. He said, "Candee you are on a journey, right? I agreed and he went on, "Anytime you have problems or feel discouraged on your weight loss journey, imagine that you are at an airport and your plane has been delayed." I liked where he was going with this! "Your flight has been delayed but they haven't cancelled it! It is annoying for you, it is time consuming, but eventually they will announce that your flight is ready to leave. You will get on the plane, you might even hit some turbulence but you will arrive at your destination. You might feel you have wasted your time but once you get to your destination you will realize it was worth it! After awhile you won't even remember the time you spent at the airport, it ceases to be important. What will be important to you is that you reached your destination and all you will think about is how wonderful it is to be there!
Exercise:
I walked to and from school(It was so COLD this morning!)
I walked for 20 minutes during morning duty
I walked to my Weight Watchers meeting....2.1 miles(35 minutes) It was unbelievable cold tonight...the wind was howling but I made it!